I’m sick of being in love with someone who barely notices me. I’m sick of constantly wanting the best for her and wanting to be by her side to see her succeed, only to have her look at me as someone she barely knows anymore and someone she has no intention of getting to know better. I’m sick of this love and I want a new one.
I love my man, but he has learning difficulties. It’s really frustrating sometimes when he doesn’t get hints or clues. I had to tell him the other day what a common object was. He’s the best man I’ve met and I do love him. I just can’t deal with it sometimes when he acts like a child. I know it’s not his fault. He’s truly beautiful. I think this makes me shallow, but I long for adult conversation and sometimes intimacy. He just doesn’t know how. He tries, and that’s one of the reasons I love him.