He’s such a selfish b**tard. Keeps coming into my life and out again. He says he’s trying to make it work but he literally changes nothing. I met someone else. He’s kind, funny, and really beautiful. As soon as the selfish b**tard texts, he starts to come back around, but nothing has changed. I love him and thought he was the one, but I can’t keep hurting myself like this. I’ve got to get rid of him. I think about him every minute. He’s the most selfish man I’ve met. He’s also an alcoholic.
I’m sick of being in love with someone who barely notices me. I’m sick of constantly wanting the best for her and wanting to be by her side to see her succeed, only to have her look at me as someone she barely knows anymore and someone she has no intention of getting to know better. I’m sick of this love and I want a new one.