She’s my mother. I love her, and yet I hate her in the same instance. I’m 40. No longer a child, but I still seek acceptance from the most selfish, ungrateful, unloving person I’ve ever known. She’s vile, crude, rude, demanding, and she calls herself a Christian! However, I know her secrets. But I could never tell my father for it would break him. He’s not a young man (82). I could never tell. She may enjoy belittling and damaging others so she can bend them to her will, but I will not and cannot! For my sanity, I must walk away from her. I must say my goodbyes now. Her cruelty will engulf me if I don’t. I’m strong, but her words and actions are knives that slice deep. Goodbye, mommy dearest…
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