I Got Pregnant On Birth Control. Motherhood Isn’t What I Wanted. Goddammit.

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As a mother of two kids, I’m always working and struggling. I always try to have everything for my kids, and I know they are a blessing. But this isn’t what I wanted. I wanted an abortion. I got pregnant on birth control. No one listened to what I wanted. I am glad I have my kids, but now I’m doing it all alone. I have absolutely no family support. I’m always walking to work and the sitters. And I’m always having second thoughts about this whole “mom” thing. Like, this is not the life I wanted. I thought I had it all planned out. And now my life is literally going down the drain.

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