I Love My Husband, But Just Thinking About My Fling Makes Me Shiver

Let me start by saying that I love my husband.  He is the greatest thing that has happened to me.  But I can’t stop thinking about other guys.  The things that I fantasize about doing with other guys, and girls for that matter, would make your blush.  The urge is getting harder and harder to control.  The last time I was unfaithful was a couple years ago.  Although I regret the pain I put him through, I can’t stop replaying that weekend with the guy I was with.  Gosh.  It was so wild and breathtaking.  I felt so alive.  The way his arms felt around me, and the way he would just pick me up and pull me close to his body, makes me shiver every time I think about it.  How do I deal with this?  I never want to hurt my husband again, but the thought of doing something so forbidden turns me on.

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