Dear Yellow Springs,

I never knew what it was to be loved, adored, and cherished until I met you.  I finally got the nerve to walk away from my abusive “open” marriage.  I’m dying inside and losing a piece of you every day trying to figure out a way to now get free of my fears.  Tired of always finding a way out.  I hold my head high and persevere every day knowing I will get there.  Home with my soulmate.  I know it’s hard to ask at this point to have faith, but I’m asking.  Save me from my hell please.  I just want to be at peace with you, hold you, and make love to my same love.  Someday I am certain.

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