I am going to talk about something that has been on my mind for a while. I’m what society deems “beautiful” and “sexy,” but truthfully, it’s a nightmare. People have the wrong impression. I get no doors opened for me, in fact, it’s the opposite. I have to work harder to prove myself. To prove I’m not some dumb “Barbie.” Most women despise me and are jealous. It makes it pretty much impossible to hold friendships. I can’t have a relationship because to men it’s all about sex. Every time. People don’t see me as a person with value. They see me as an object. Sexual harassment runs rampant everywhere. I haven’t shown cleavage or worn anything suggestive in years because I feel too uncomfortable. It’s like sex appeal runs my life. For those of you who wish to be “sexy and beautiful,” take it from me, it is a nightmare. I’d do anything to be a Plain Jane.