I am going to talk about something that has been on my mind for a while.  I’m what society deems “beautiful” and “sexy,” but truthfully, it’s a nightmare.  People have the wrong impression.  I get no doors opened for me, in fact, it’s the opposite.  I have to work harder to prove myself. To prove I’m not some dumb “Barbie.”  Most women despise me and are jealous.  It makes it pretty much impossible to hold friendships.  I can’t have a relationship because to men it’s all about sex.  Every time.  People don’t see me as a person with value.  They see me as an object.  Sexual harassment runs rampant everywhere.  I haven’t shown cleavage or worn anything suggestive in years because I feel too uncomfortable.  It’s like sex appeal runs my life.  For those of you who wish to be “sexy and beautiful,” take it from me, it is a nightmare.  I’d do anything to be a Plain Jane.

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