I’m In My 20s, But I Feel Like I’m 60. I Want To Be Young & Reckless For Once!

I know life is hard, and I know there are people in worst situations than me. But I feel like I’m at the end of my rope. I’m in my early twenties and I feel like I’m sixty. I work my fingers to the bone with no appreciation from anybody. I’m living paycheck to paycheck, falling into a hole of debt, and I’m emotionally exhausted from it all. I’m the provider for my grandparents, and they don’t necessarily like that. They don’t like it because they have six children that have the money to help them but refuse to. I am their GRANDCHILD, and I do more for them than their own children. I feel like I’ll never get the chance to be young and reckless. By the time I can be young and reckless it’ll be too late. I just want everything to get better. I think God, the Universe, and/or whoever is the Higher Power, has a really mean sense of humor. Or they just hate me and like to see me suffer.

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