It’s been a few months since I found out that my ex of 8 years cheated on me with a girl he’d just met. Now she’s pregnant with twins. My last conversation with him was about us planning to have a baby. Then I received this news from a friend. SMH. A month prior to finding out, he actually gave me an STD, and I still considered a future with him. I hate that I allowed myself to be treated like sh*t by him for so many years, all because I genuinely loved him and hoped he would change. I’m moving on with my life, and now I’m finding that it’s so hard to move on because I feel so damaged from all the hurt I dealt with in that relationship. It’s to the point that it’s making it hard for me to give my new guy a chance. He’s such a nice genuine dude. I could tell from the moment we met. Right now I almost feel like I’m going to ruin something that could be great in the long-run because of my fear of being hurt again…
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